Bad chocolates

NEWS of the week! SNSD has release a new album HOOT! Can someone gg to korean get it for me pleaaaaase? hahahaha i alr have to OH! album le....although i love them very much, my practical sense still say have to wait for albums instead of buying singles. hahaha

Anyways i wanted to record somewhere of the brands of chocolates that i have blacklisted. Not nice.

1) Milo nuggets made in malaysia? does it make a difference if its made somewhere? i dont noe...

2) Toberone - it used to be very nice leh! but its not nice alr! :(

Do i look innocent?

Though at first glance, i may seem naive and innocent, i am not. hahaha.

Often i find myself disliking certain ppl and yet unable to voice that out cos everyone else seem okay with them. Despite the majority opinion versus minority opinion thingy, i still secretly hold true to my thoughts, ideas and impressions of the that person. I am unconventional and dislikes herd mentality. For this case at least! hahas

I like to say i secretly pride myself on being able to judge ppl accurately. Definitely judgement cant be based on nothing right, so, i have to add that i pride myself on my sharp observations too! so much pride have i, eh?

so okay, currently on my mind now are 2 such persons...

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i am a shadow of what i was before. Before the naive girl in me is being tore apart by the ugliness of other self-centred humans.

I was browsing through some of my old autograph books...Back in those days when they are all the rage, everyone owns one such book and passes it around the whole class for a written record of "who are my friends in secondary/primary school"...

Ppl wrote that im always happy and cheerful and how i brighten their day. I wonder, was i really like that? If so, days back then must be happier then. Nowadays, what is there to be happy about? Just travelling to school is like a chore. Of course going home is supposed to be happy, but i guess one can be too troubled or tired to actually feel happy alr. SIGH

Ppl wrote that i was very helpful, enthusiastic and what not. Hmmms back then my illusion of witches only exist in fairytales wasnt popped yet. i didnt know and havent met anyone who was selfish and self-centred to the extent that it would change my whole outlook of everyone else on Earth. sn was just such a nice, sheltered, warm and lovely place, even with the preachy principals and other horrible events in my sec sch life.

aww the memories. Worth reliving and reminiscing BUT, i wld still prefer the smarter and more cautious and more mature me now. For the record, i have decided my age to remain at 17 gg to 18 no matter what. Time is passing me by too quickly...

i am 17 gg on 18.

Oh another thing...you know how sometimes it get annoying when someone talks to you about something that u are totally not interested about? Although you dont seem to be participating in the "conversation", that person totally didnt take the hint and rushes on enthusiastically about his chosen topic. That gets on my nerves especially if im occupied with something. AND the most important factor here is that person happens to be someone that you are on close terms with. You dont really want to issue a "oh, i dont know and dont care so shush" kind of reply in fear of hurting that person... oh dear, the torture continues. This what i observed ill do...

- with eileen, just interrupt her and change topic, she catches on very fast anyways.
- with my sis, just keep quiet and let her run out of gas. At least to my sis, im not obligated to give replies when directed qns at.
- with grp a, just nod and smile mildly and turn away letting ur attention drift to something else. At least with the attention gone, they will move on the other targets and not me!
- with grp b, post a question instead of answering to divert the topic. Question shd be straight forward and easy to answer. This breaks their train of thought and hopefully they will steer to other topics.

food for thought!

ttfn.

I'm so proud of myself

for finding such a good deal! The feeling is as like discovering real gold! hahas so cheapskate and auntie of me, but wateva! I have 2 splendid students years left to enjoy such deals... I even thought of organising outings just to go there. Its afterall free u noe and good for budget dates.

Free Museum Entry for All Students!!!
*only for permanent galleries though and of course anywhere with free admission in the first place.
1) Asian Civilisation Museum - 1 Empress Place
2) Memories at the Old Ford Factory - 351 Upper Bukit Timah Road
3) National Museum of Singapore - 93 Stamford Road
4) Peranakan Museum - 39 Armenian Street
5) Reflections of Bukit Chandu - 31-K Pepys Road
6) Singapore Art Museum - 71 Bras Brasah Road
7) Sam at 8Q - 8 Queen Street
8) Singapore Philatelic Museum - 23-B Coleman Street

Just flash your student ez-link or matric card.

Hooray for me. So proud of myself!

Korean wave

Yayes, i am sooooooooooooo HAPPY!

Qiu xinhui managed to buy an authentic copy of Oh! mini album for me all the way from Korea! Maybe it could be bought from some store in Singapore but whatever! It always feels soo much nicer buying things closer to the source. HAHAs.

Currently being washed over by the Korean wave and happily drowning in it.

Firstly, i must dedicate one paragraph to say Happy Birthday Seohyun! Shes turned 19. yes, only. Snsd is going to celebrate their 3rde anniversary soon and this maknae is only 19. so that means she debut at 16. wth. im still struggling with 'O's. She's so smart, currently in uni 1st year and shes so cute with yonghwa! aaaaaaaaaaahs. i look forward to catching the next ep of the sweet potato couple in we got married. Be it subbed or unsubbed. If only i could learn korean for free. :( haix love SNSD to bits.

Recently, i went to K with my uni og who knows that im into snsd but arent as enthusiastic abt them as i am. I think other than gee and nobody, they dont noe anything else. maybe run devil run? dont noe. Anyways, i enjoyed singing all my korean songs like oh!, kissing you, genie, bo peep, chocolate love and what not but its just such a pity noone sang with me. SAD... nevermind i will slowly influence them, just like how i spread gee.mp3 to everyone and listen to it on loop during exams-studying period.

Yayes. i finished watching Cinderella's sister and started on Dong Yi without knowing that it is still ongoing! Arrghs i cant stand the wait! sigh. Dongyi is currently an exiled palace maid and havent progress to being a royal concubine yet...

YAYes i look forward to more SNSD performances....

I am bored...

Recently, i have been affected by my sis and am now an avid SNSD fan. I like seohyun, taeyoon, yoona and yuri in particular...

Watching alot of their videos and listening alot to their songs on youtube...am trying to learn to sing run devil run. Learning how to sing in korean is like a rao kou ling...btw did u noe that SNSD's taeyoon, seohyun and one more(forgot who) has so called specialties in Chinese. Interesting eh...and i dont like wondergirls anymore cos they accepted the new member....

Meanwhile, in between, i am watching jiu4 xiang3 lai4 zhe4 ni3....all my english shows are ending....SIGH.

i AM bored. Not really because i have totally nothing to do but i am running out of ideas of things to do other than study my special semester subject...if i have all the money and time in the world...

i will shop alot!
take many language lessons! at the moment korean is most desired.
learn some music instruments! like keyboard and guitar...
take a dance class?!
go overseas!
and many more!

haiya...tts why there are such things as resource management, time management, money management, OPTIMISATION - reminds me of last sem's comp methods tableau....SIGH

okies im done ranting. ttfn.

Why I like UNIQLO...

Its been some time since Uniqlo has came to Singapore, here are the few good ticks i give them:

1) Good Service: Ain't it nice to hear a cheery "Welcome to Uniqlo!" everytime you step into a store? Mind you, Singaporeans can be rather cold, rude and unresponsive to such a warm welcome, guess we are not used to it. Yet, these service people manage to keep the spirits high all day... next time we have to smile back ok! Perhaps, this high standard of good service attitude comes from the Japanese Corporate culture. But if u compare this with the mumbled tones or substandard greetings of "ii-ra-sha-ii-ma-se", some even just settle for "MA -se" which means nothing. i seriously think these Japanese restaurants should either learn from Uniqlo, just use English la if japanese is too difficult to say, or do something to improve it man!

2) Sales! My Favourite! I realised Uniqlo have sales on different items all year round! its not something percent off sale, but an outright price cut to 9.90, 19.90 or 29.90. Straightforward,i like. And they only have sale on that particular item ONCE. AND i noticed they like have sales on NEW items. Like currently now, its their leggings, dry fit jackets and in-built bra tops. Not bad a sales tactic eh? Im so proud of myself that i managed to buy the high quality smooth cotton top for only 9.90 and its now retailing at 24.90 i think. Quite a bargain i feel! Pity i only bought 2 pieces...

3) Colours! I really like the BRIGHT colours that Uniqlo has. Thats why the whole store can be in white wash with minimal deco yet it still look so cheery!


YAY. tts enough reasons to love uniqlo for me!

Finding it difficult to breathe...

i feel like im drowning...

this sem has been good. Seldom sleep during lectures. Maybe its cos lectures require more writing? Maybe because there is Blowfish and Fingerzilla on CK's iphone to keep me entertain, maybe its because i slept more...dont noe.

this coming end of sem and exams are coming period sucks like shit. Stocktake pending stuff:

1) Thermo quiz - next tue, 30 mar
2) Patch Clamp Formal lab - next wed, 31 mar
3) Biomech quiz - next thu, 1st apr. - ya i wish this is a joke.
4) Bioelectricity assignment - 1.5 to 2 pages - next next mon, due 5 apr
5) Biz finance quiz - next next friday, 9 apr
6) Biz finance presentation and tut11 - next next friday, 9 apr
7) Biomechanics assignment - 15 to 20 pages - due 19 apr

and this not forgetting the all important EXAMS:

A)22 apr biomech
B)23 apr intro to psych
C)27 apr bioelectricity
D)27 apr biz finance
E)05 may comp methods
F)07 may thermody

Note: excluding biomech term paper, i have abt ELEVEN DAYS to mug for exams.


other things on my mind

I) Freebies giveaway - next tue
II) Gg to K when the $8 offer is still on.
III) Getting my hands on 08/09 hall 8 yearbook
IV) Release of PYP papers
V) Moving out of hall
VI) Hall application
VII) Special Sem subject allocation
VIII) im abit sick of this blogskin, will change it when i have more time.


wow. whats the point of typing all this out? to give me motivation to strike them off this list. so says a certain squeak.

sigh sigh sigh
sighing is damn relieving
i hate the eileen that is folicking in some green swiss meadow after coming back frm english-y, harry potter-ish london and taking so many pigeony photos of birds.

to vent, i shall change the font of this whole post to something much larger and visible.

Go dollysheepy the sheep god!

I believe, Ich glaube, Io credo, Je crois...

Im not a polyglot, i just look them up on some online translation dictionaries. tis easy and google is wonderful. As i always say and reiterate here again, Google is my friend and i love google. period.

These days you can seriously look up ANYTHING and EVERYTHING on google. Some people say that i am a stalker but i claimed not. stalker = private detective and i havent reached that standard yet. Im still unable to uncover stuff that are buried in secret databases. All i CAN do is to look up a person's profile on facebook, note the groups he/she joins and therefore deduce their affilations and hobbies and what nots. A casual ( note CASUAL) search on msn by typing one's name or between inverted commas for narrowing of search results usually yield just what u want to find. Normally people posts things on the net INCLUDING facebook thinking that those videos, photos and WORDS remain their copyrighted property and wont ever reach unintended hands. WRONG. if search engines can pick up those info, so can the whole world. Whats added to the mix is as google expands, they take over more websites like facebook and blogger and add these into their search engines, tts why google search engine is almighty u noe. haha. fyi. not the meat of this post.

Okay, i believe in sharing.

First, i shall share this wonderful secluded photoshop which washes all my photos now for a cheap rate of only 15 cents per 4R photo. There is of course a minimum amount of 100 pcs. You will be glad to know that they provide express service. So one hour later, your photos are due for collection. However, the sad thing is its located in a not so obvious, somewhere hidden in an old HDB estate...

No.1 Media Centre
Blk 69 Lorong 4
Toa Payoh #01-373
Singapore 310069

i believe that aunties make the world go round.

Remember the so called "invisible hand" that drives the economy toward a perfect market sort of result and makes real life close to essay-scripted results? hahas all those IDEAL models of economics. So i think that aunties actualy are the invisible hand! They make it their onus to find out whats cheap out there and whats not and more importantly, they spread the word! they share! (in line with my first belief) So assuming ideal transmission of information, this will cause everyone to boycott those expensive stalls and go buy the cheap ones. This is of course assuming homogenous products. sounds familiar eh? haha. so the results will follow the Law of Demand and all the rubbish models i learn 2/3 years ago. rubbishy stuff but yes. oh just a random comment: politicians are actually like economists. they analyse countries' economies and try to improve on them. right? so to be a good politician, u have to have some sort of knowledge on economics and i guess human geog. not my cup of tea definitely.

i believe that in this technology age, its everyone's onus to upgrade themselves on the new useful (not trendy) technology constantly, or risk ,as we always like to say in secondary school chinese essays, 淘汰. hahas. yerps. Technology is afterall invented to help make everything faster and hence more efficient. The downside to all these is that dependence on electricity and lack of regard of consequeces to the environment is appalling. So if one day 全世界都停了电 (according to tank) then we would have to go back to the tools of the highest technology that does not require electricity. One simple example is how students nowadays dont noe how to use log tables and normal distribution tables anymore cos there is the all-powerful graphic calculator, im the victim here. haha.

okays, thats all for now...til i feel like writing again...

The only way to go

In my mind, everyone i meet is rank somewhere on my friendship ladder
and that ladder is definitely a every tall and peakish cone. Few besties at the top and lots of friends at the bottom.

Scorpios are never a very forgiving lot. We may not practice an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth but i do not forgive and forget. sad but true. So once you start dropping in the conal structure, the only way to go is down and down only. Of course, i guess the only way u can climb back up is through time. And that is not a very readily available resource methinks...

Food for though eh?

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

especially my BFFs who are spending it overseas...kylie, weiling, eileen...

My Birthday is coming!

So why dont i feel excited about it?

WHY WHY WHY

maybe because it means exams are just around the corner?
maybe it means i will be hitting the big TWO!
sigh, i dont noe....but im defintely not excited....YET...

okays, i think i need to update my list of wants:

1)angela's new cd
2)a gigantic photo album. ive run out :(
3)a fashionable bagpack so that i can bring MORE things to school and break my back. hah.
4)a pair of fashion sandals
5) more accessorites, clothes and what ever a girl may want...i think...hahas
6)good books. ppl nowadays arent bookworms and neither can i call myself one now, but i like to read fantansies and certain good books kae!

okay im bored.
tadaa for now....
i shall go mug hard and try to show those engineers what stuff i am made of! so says stupid ex-roomie eileen once a upon a very old blogpost...

Some funny qns generator...

1. In a race between you, Melisa and Andreas, who would win?
Melisa cos she has the longest legs of the 3 of us. But maybe Andreas too, if Melisa just dont feel like running that day.

2. Would you love to read Derrick's very personal diary?
Yes! definitely! He sucks. so it will be interesting to read the Very personal diary of such a sucky person...hahas just joking.

3. If Lih hern played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
i think some brokeback mountain character. Or maybe some huang fei hong movie... or maybe a monk in some shaolin movie...hahas

4. Does Andreas make you hot?
Definitely not. period.

5. Does Jeanette make you hot?
erms, im a girl. Usually im warmer than her in a lecture theatre.

6. Describe Limin in one word.
sly.

7. Chee Kiat and Wenxin are forced to roleplay out a verbal couple fight. Who gets to play the wife?
cheekiat though he is born a guy...because it shall be more entertaining to watch.

8. Ever slept in the same room with Peng Jun?
Yes. In hall? different beds.

9. What would you do if Phei san confessed love to you?
I will happily accept it, of course! i alr know she likes me.

10. Who is Wenxin's best friend?
ehs someone starting with the letter D. Big noodles.

http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481

Laggish msn: my version.

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:52 PM):
wats kuni?
no
u need to drag the iiiii
at the front and back

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:52 PM):
???

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:52 PM):
i - ri - n

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:52 PM):
???

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:53 PM):
the heng is the dragging sound
as in it means to drag the sound before it

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:53 PM):
what talking you

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:53 PM):
see mine has it aft the i? in noriin

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:53 PM):
????

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:53 PM):
erms
instead of norin, mine is noriin

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:54 PM):
my i got drag one
urs got also

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:54 PM):
i also what

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:54 PM):
ya, tts what im saying
haiya nvm
wats kuni?

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:55 PM):
i know

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:54 PM):
i cannot see

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:56 PM):
har?!!!!!!

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:56 PM):
auntie so whats your point

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:56 PM):
i change topic alr
wats kuni?
under jap vocab

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:57 PM):
dont know
i think we both often the things lag
thing*
we both offline*
what i reply and what you saying not matching

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:58 PM):
ers orh
nvm,wats "kuni"?

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:58 PM):
see see see
lag right

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:58 PM):
ya ya ya

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:58 PM):
then you huh me

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:58 PM):
wats kuni

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (9:59 PM):
kuni is wat?

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:59 PM):
!@#$%^&@*

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (10:00 PM):
WHAT IS KUNI? is in the jap homework with the map pict?

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:58 PM):
on my screen i type finish

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (9:59 PM):
i said like 3 times already I DONT KNOW

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (10:01 PM):
SERIOUS? tts interesting, i dont see I DONT KNOW anywhere in my convo!
maybe it will appear out of the blue later

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (10:02 PM):
i think msn prefer gossips to homework talk

fizzoleen@hotmail.com said (10:01 PM):
I SAID I DONT KNOW

noreen ノリ ーン 。リム　。イシウアン said (10:03 PM):
ehs im am not asking le
i am nt asking le! 10.03pm

k-ing

After like 2 years of k-ing i deduced the following facts:

1) i really love fan fan and liang jing ru's songs alot but then they are not nice to sing at all at kbox cos they are just so damn hard to sing! have to have enough breath and range and the key aint very easy to catch too. furthermore, my sense of rhythm isnt very fantastic, which is to say quite bad, so it sucks not being able the sing songs i love...

hence, the result is i am a closet fan wei qi and liang jin ru songs singer...i only sing them at home :P

2) i think my sense of harmony has improved! albeit slightly only. my theory is just to sing at a key that is not the melody. how fantastic. it actually works 50% of the time and feels funny for the other times...

3) i really liked singing duets but then its hard to harmonise in them :/ if only im like some wonderkid that can hear and makeup harmony as we sing along. if only...

random thoughts ftw.

Abt sleeping

i wished that i could sleep everywhere and anywhere, however and whenever i want to, when im tired, i realised i don't or just can't.

The only places that i really do sleep in are lecture theatres esp in cbe-sr2, my bedroom at home, my hall room, my house's sofa during tutorials and on the bus and train and car. Thats abt it.

Other places just doesnt do the job as well like the sofas in bie lounge...darn...

NUEVE V

slept like for 15 hours straight when i reached home unbelievably tired.



the past few nights, even if i was tired or what, i had to kheng the awakeness and alertness for our dear freshies. But last night, once i reached home, i was alr starting to blank off/stone in the midst of doing something...i.e. depositing my dirty clothes to the laundry basket and clearing my camp bags...while smsing "Athena F4LN.." to all athena seniors in my batch, i nearly fall asleep on the sofa, only to be woken up by an reply sms frm my buddy...and it was ONLY 1230am, which was like so early compared to the previous camp nights.



anyways, woke up at 3pm today and was DAMN super hungry.... i think this year's caifan is MUCH BETTER than that of any camp ive been before...thanks to Ben and Jon. At least i dont rmb seeing TWO green things among the three dishes in the caifan. And even if there were two like during beach day, it was NICE green stuff...cos i eat cabbage...and and and i think the key to improving caifan during camps is to have gravy always...it REALLY works wonders for the hard rice....the caterer for the special nights were also quite good. yumms.



But right, during the camp, i was kept hungry cos we slept at odd timings and camp activities do up your metabolism and energy consumption. Furthermore, with lack of sleep, more effort had to go to keeping your eyes open...HAHAs such a funny explanation, but tis true! After the second day, the coffee addict in me was awaken and without coffee, im like a walking corpse. if i can ill drink coffee at every meal. which i did, during amazing race...all the running...



Anyways, throughout the camp can really see the change in our freshies, especially in the last 2 days. On this note, all athena seniors are really glad and happy. That one frustrating wednesday night is history...

Frankly, i thought last year's camp was better, in terms of activities and fun. this year's one was made more hectic with all the logistic work and running ard...sad sia...Initiation night was good and fun, damn stinky i tell u, felt like vomiting. fright night was good but a certain freshie was quite gl and i felt like slapping him cos he made fun of all the hardwork the seniors had put in.amazing race was one great learning experience, despite coming in fourth, athena freshies really gummed tgt...beach day was a turning point for the freshies i belive, they certainly enjoy pwning the rest of the ogs in the beach games...hahas, a pity we didnt win beach finale, cld have gl the tito grp which was like beside us only...SP night was soso ba. cos everyone was so tired, not everything went as plan sadly. well, at least one freshie liked his SP alot. Then finale was a let-down i find, only to be compensated by the stripping of ck and derrick at the end. HAHAs. CK owes me a big one for maintaining his reputation cos i managed to discourage the juniors frm taking off his shorts. ELSE according to him, his XXS briefs would have been revealed for the whole world to see... i will get sore eyes man...

hahas, all in all NUEVE V is damn fun. one hell of a camp even for a small fry photographer like moi. I think i must be the noisiest and most enthu photog in the whole camp...who can prove me wrong? :P

Bored

omtianz.

just staying at home for one whole day this week is causing me to be bored beyond my wits...
recently, have been busy with nueve preparation...im damn excited for the camp. now as a senior and not a freshie...hehe can bully freshies....recalling the time when we the athena seniors were once so young and innocent and naive. Whatever the seniors say, we carry out without a whim. hahas, now finally i can sit back and watch, im not complaining!

first-up is pre-camp on sat. all i can say is fun fun! dress-code scbe shirt....red red nice nice

athena identity is a snowman hung around the neck with embroidery thread. i must say its damn chio becos i played a major part in it. muahahaha....but then i must credit the other artists also la....namely ck and limin...

when im in the mood i shall post a pretty pict up of it.

anyways, went to ECP to cycle with athena seniors and my batch de, sounds like alot right, actually only got like FIVE miserable ppl who manage to wakeup and meet at a later time(actual was 10am) still within reasonably human limits of waiting...hehe i dont think anyone got that. i must congratulate the ONLY punctual person that day, which was fuyi and we made him wait at ECP macs for a good 40 mins plus? aint he glad that there's like air-con there with such weather now? i for one, wouldnt mind stoning and enjoying macs breakfast there....oh how reluctant i was to step out into the horribly harsh singapore sun....

but alas, spending nearly 2 hours cycling in the sun, with only sunblock protecting my face and feet, didnt do much to change my skin colour. good or bad huh?!! i wanted to get tanned.
and like just now, while talking to wenxin the toufu, i came up with a grand plan to blend my dark eyerings...thats is to go out in the sun with only sun block on the dark parts...so that the rest of my face will get tanned and blend in better with my eye rings...GREAT IDEA right?

but according to toufu, black and brown are 2 different colours, and eye rings will still be visible...but since i have yet to try it yet, we wont noe the exact results, would we?

mahjong turned awry

met up with a group of galfriends and played mahjong...

i must say mahjong is not as innocent as u think it is...
there is afterall the xiao niao and the seven bamboos....and when u make them to form something human like....it becomes something quite hum sup...HAHAs...

cant elaborate much but playing mahjong will never be the same again after today...

Musings

怎么办，心好烦，好闷。

时常，费了很多心思心血做的事，很尽情很卖力去做的事，最后不被别人珍惜。唯一能用来安慰自己的是， 至少能为自己负责， 而不会欣赏的，是他们的损失。 。 。

久了， 做事的起劲也消失了，积极度直下滑。看世界的眼睛被配上了眼镜，能看透人性，多了防备心。保护自己的心再度地被伤害，对身边的人不寄太高的期望。希望他们了解什么的， 若他们比期望的更好， 那是个惊喜。 罢了。

好忧愁哦！人的心态脆弱了，　小小的一件事能给人带来１８０度的改变，像失恋啊，失散有情等等的经历。。。

无关紧要的：有人问过我，“当你在脑里想事情时，是用英文还是华文啊？”　答案：“想象，思考是没有语言的，但表达时，需跟自己在脑里说话，所以英文还是华文应该是看心境和标题啦。。。

哈哈哈

I wish upon a star...

OMG OMG i just posted this on the angklung blog for like a few minutes...i hope noone sees it....expletives *&(&*#$%@$! *mortified me* needs some time to calm down...

okay... here was what i wanted to post up on MY blog...

MY DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i tried my best at experimenting with photoshop le... but oh wells...as u can see, there's alike ALOT of room for improvement so till the day that im super pro at it, i will just have to be satisfied with this...

i think it looks better in sepia....*heart melts*

song in my head

暖暖 by 梁静如

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享热汤
我们两支汤匙一个碗
左心房暖暖的好饱满
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感
什么困难都觉得有希望
我哼着歌
你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
从来都很低调
自信心不高
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
我也希望变更好