my notes

okays when im studying very hard, after awhile, my thoughts and subconsious will just start drifting everywhere, although i will try very hard to concentrate on what im actually reading.

Random thought 1:
I realised i dont really like showing ppl my study notes cos they arent really notes. just the lecture notes in a more concise form and in my ugly handwriting. So often i have to resist the tiny voice inside that screams:" dont let her read cos she may laugh at my handwriting and on the fact that im simply wasting my time copying lecture notes out! " :/

so dont take a look at my notes next time and spare me the internal turmoil.

Random though 2:
i have come up with an updated list of POSSIBLE birthday wishes:P afterall that most wonderful, fantastic, best day of the year will be here in just about 1 month and some days. Anyways, ive decided that my age shall and will always remain at 18. HAHAs. and i actually look younger than that age, oh i cant help it! (cant believe i typed that :/)

here goes hehe:
1) A laptop slip cover/ sleeve - so that i can lug my laptop ard instead of leaving it naked. hahas
2) A clutch - preferably able to stuff lots of stuff
3) Any phrasebook for french/japanese/korean, no german pls (:

4) A flower dress that is not too flowery ( but i think it will be hard finding one that i look nice in and that i can accept the flower designs, i dont look nice in dresses :/)
5) A scorebook filled with chinese pop songs esp jj lin's, jay chou's, angela zhang's, fan wei qi's songs
6) A book voucher - it will always come in handy (:
7) A handmade card with lots of writings - i actually do keep such things and take them out to read over time. Exceptions are notes that contain threatening messages like that one couse wrote to me eons ago which i typed in my previous entry before sending it to cremation.
8) colored contacts that has no degree! if you want to know i have short-sightedness; right: 25 degrees with no astig and left:125 degrees with 75 degrees astig. yes, tis so horrible im diagnosed with lazy eye :/
9) fan wei qi's Faces of Fan Fan: a compilation of her songs old and new. love to own it despite alr having the tracks frm this cd.

10) A cute blouse - i just simply like blouses with puffy sleeves!
11) accesories shopping? hahas (: i guess a girl like me will never get enough of accesories though i can say currently i not in the mood now to shop for them...
12) sandals! i need sandals that can bring me everywhere, this is to replace my cui silver URS ones now... but i much rather shop for these on my own... but sports sandals like havanas are also welcome if your pockets are DEEP.
14) the list can ctd if i ctd to sit here and think which unfortunately i cant cos i got TWO quizes next week: physics and biology, both which im totally lost at.....DDDDDDDD: jiayous to me!

on a side note: HURRAY to me cos finally finished my formal lab report and effective comm essay, its super sucky.

night cycling

damn, my legs look so ugly. so many bruises. and they are so big too! and they take extra long to go away cos they are really terrible internal injuries.

i injured my shin! what to expect other than a ub3r big blue black bigger than my palm that refuses to go away in a week. You know how freaked out i was when i got that blue black, that i actually tot i have BROKEN, as in like smashed to smithereens, my shin such that it is beyond recovery ...:/ yes i freaked out, i have a tendency to. D: at least this was what this inexperience little gal thought when she was probing her enormous blue-black on her shin, at the place where u are suppose to feel the sturdy hard shin, felt all squichy and OUCH. i even wondered if i should have gone for an x-ray at the hospital man! This reminds me of the kiasu singaporeans that go tbru A&E for minor non-emergency injuries just to get immediate treatment. Yes, for a moment, i wanted to go thru A&E too.

BUT i was tired out after my SCBE night-cycling from NTU to ECP. i needed THAT rest for hall bash.

SIGH! hurry laminin and fibrinogen and what not, pls hurry do ur work and disperse these UGLY BRUISES

my roomie is a sadist

yes. my roomie aka couse, aka monsieur eilanous, aka royal artisan aka stupid gal aka the most negative things available is a SADIST

yes.

she told me that she relishes in peeling the scab off her wounds and watch them bleed like mad.
and when they harden, she peels then again.

she lubs the pain of the scab TEARING AWAY from the skin ( i can so explain these in bio terms aft half a sem of bioengineering ) . eeks SADIST

back to sch stuff.

i did effective comm project today. it is totally a replica of GP las, only not that much essays.......