my notes

okays when im studying very hard, after awhile, my thoughts and subconsious will just start drifting everywhere, although i will try very hard to concentrate on what im actually reading.

Random thought 1:
I realised i dont really like showing ppl my study notes cos they arent really notes. just the lecture notes in a more concise form and in my ugly handwriting. So often i have to resist the tiny voice inside that screams:" dont let her read cos she may laugh at my handwriting and on the fact that im simply wasting my time copying lecture notes out! " :/

so dont take a look at my notes next time and spare me the internal turmoil.

Random though 2:
i have come up with an updated list of POSSIBLE birthday wishes:P afterall that most wonderful, fantastic, best day of the year will be here in just about 1 month and some days. Anyways, ive decided that my age shall and will always remain at 18. HAHAs. and i actually look younger than that age, oh i cant help it! (cant believe i typed that :/)

here goes hehe:
1) A laptop slip cover/ sleeve - so that i can lug my laptop ard instead of leaving it naked. hahas
2) A clutch - preferably able to stuff lots of stuff
3) Any phrasebook for french/japanese/korean, no german pls (:

4) A flower dress that is not too flowery ( but i think it will be hard finding one that i look nice in and that i can accept the flower designs, i dont look nice in dresses :/)
5) A scorebook filled with chinese pop songs esp jj lin's, jay chou's, angela zhang's, fan wei qi's songs
6) A book voucher - it will always come in handy (:
7) A handmade card with lots of writings - i actually do keep such things and take them out to read over time. Exceptions are notes that contain threatening messages like that one couse wrote to me eons ago which i typed in my previous entry before sending it to cremation.
8) colored contacts that has no degree! if you want to know i have short-sightedness; right: 25 degrees with no astig and left:125 degrees with 75 degrees astig. yes, tis so horrible im diagnosed with lazy eye :/
9) fan wei qi's Faces of Fan Fan: a compilation of her songs old and new. love to own it despite alr having the tracks frm this cd.

10) A cute blouse - i just simply like blouses with puffy sleeves!
11) accesories shopping? hahas (: i guess a girl like me will never get enough of accesories though i can say currently i not in the mood now to shop for them...
12) sandals! i need sandals that can bring me everywhere, this is to replace my cui silver URS ones now... but i much rather shop for these on my own... but sports sandals like havanas are also welcome if your pockets are DEEP.
14) the list can ctd if i ctd to sit here and think which unfortunately i cant cos i got TWO quizes next week: physics and biology, both which im totally lost at.....DDDDDDDD: jiayous to me!

on a side note: HURRAY to me cos finally finished my formal lab report and effective comm essay, its super sucky.