Bored

omtianz.

just staying at home for one whole day this week is causing me to be bored beyond my wits...
recently, have been busy with nueve preparation...im damn excited for the camp. now as a senior and not a freshie...hehe can bully freshies....recalling the time when we the athena seniors were once so young and innocent and naive. Whatever the seniors say, we carry out without a whim. hahas, now finally i can sit back and watch, im not complaining!

first-up is pre-camp on sat. all i can say is fun fun! dress-code scbe shirt....red red nice nice

athena identity is a snowman hung around the neck with embroidery thread. i must say its damn chio becos i played a major part in it. muahahaha....but then i must credit the other artists also la....namely ck and limin...

when im in the mood i shall post a pretty pict up of it.

anyways, went to ECP to cycle with athena seniors and my batch de, sounds like alot right, actually only got like FIVE miserable ppl who manage to wakeup and meet at a later time(actual was 10am) still within reasonably human limits of waiting...hehe i dont think anyone got that. i must congratulate the ONLY punctual person that day, which was fuyi and we made him wait at ECP macs for a good 40 mins plus? aint he glad that there's like air-con there with such weather now? i for one, wouldnt mind stoning and enjoying macs breakfast there....oh how reluctant i was to step out into the horribly harsh singapore sun....

but alas, spending nearly 2 hours cycling in the sun, with only sunblock protecting my face and feet, didnt do much to change my skin colour. good or bad huh?!! i wanted to get tanned.
and like just now, while talking to wenxin the toufu, i came up with a grand plan to blend my dark eyerings...thats is to go out in the sun with only sun block on the dark parts...so that the rest of my face will get tanned and blend in better with my eye rings...GREAT IDEA right?

but according to toufu, black and brown are 2 different colours, and eye rings will still be visible...but since i have yet to try it yet, we wont noe the exact results, would we?

mahjong turned awry

met up with a group of galfriends and played mahjong...

i must say mahjong is not as innocent as u think it is...
there is afterall the xiao niao and the seven bamboos....and when u make them to form something human like....it becomes something quite hum sup...HAHAs...

cant elaborate much but playing mahjong will never be the same again after today...

Musings

怎么办，心好烦，好闷。

时常，费了很多心思心血做的事，很尽情很卖力去做的事，最后不被别人珍惜。唯一能用来安慰自己的是， 至少能为自己负责， 而不会欣赏的，是他们的损失。 。 。

久了， 做事的起劲也消失了，积极度直下滑。看世界的眼睛被配上了眼镜，能看透人性，多了防备心。保护自己的心再度地被伤害，对身边的人不寄太高的期望。希望他们了解什么的， 若他们比期望的更好， 那是个惊喜。 罢了。

好忧愁哦！人的心态脆弱了，　小小的一件事能给人带来１８０度的改变，像失恋啊，失散有情等等的经历。。。

无关紧要的：有人问过我，“当你在脑里想事情时，是用英文还是华文啊？”　答案：“想象，思考是没有语言的，但表达时，需跟自己在脑里说话，所以英文还是华文应该是看心境和标题啦。。。

哈哈哈

I wish upon a star...

OMG OMG i just posted this on the angklung blog for like a few minutes...i hope noone sees it....expletives *&(&*#$%@$! *mortified me* needs some time to calm down...

okay... here was what i wanted to post up on MY blog...

MY DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i tried my best at experimenting with photoshop le... but oh wells...as u can see, there's alike ALOT of room for improvement so till the day that im super pro at it, i will just have to be satisfied with this...

i think it looks better in sepia....*heart melts*

song in my head

暖暖 by 梁静如

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享热汤
我们两支汤匙一个碗
左心房暖暖的好饱满
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感
什么困难都觉得有希望
我哼着歌
你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
从来都很低调
自信心不高
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
我也希望变更好